I know that this is all in God's sovereign hands. He is good through ALL of this and must be glorified. I don't want to make Elijah my god and love him more than our God. I pray that God would use this situation to grow me and show me my sin. Lord, help me get through this and love you more than Elijah and my selfishness.
It is almost time to say our farewells. There were a couple of times Yek said to me, "pretty soon your gonna see how i feel." He is referring to Elijah being gone. I told him that i don't want to know how it feels, but God has brought us this far, finally saying bye, for a reason. On the other hand, im excited for my sister and brother, PJ. They are finally going to reunite with their son, Lord willing on Saturday. God has given them the ability of being separated from their son for 19 days. Praise God my sister hasn't went crazy...haha she already is...j/k sis.
Well Elijah i love you very much and Lord willing i will see you in about 4 months when your little Pan Dulce, sister Key, comes out of mommy's tummy.
Elijah, I don't want to say..."bye".
2 comments:
Awh sis, you made a pregnant woman tear up...bad Jenny. Yes remind yourself he is not God, and although you can miss him, there is so much more to life then just being apart from him. I thank God you see the eternal perspective, I have to admit at times it was hard to see and look for it. You have to look for it b/c it won't come on its own, remind yourself of God and his work. He will remember auntie and he will be excited to see you in 4 mths. If you wanna come live here, you can, haha, no mom would kill me! I love you and look forward to hearing how God has grown you through this. Love you sister, for your joy in Christ.
Joleen
Hey Jennifer, it was so nice to meet you on sunday! finally, a face behind the comments and blog hehe
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